I haven't been here lately, I realize this. Mostly, it has been on purpose. The eating has not been good and the exercise has been non-existent. while I have lost a couple measly pounds, it really has more to do with not eating as much, me thinks, as eating correctly. Great Scott, I have not been eating right. In the past month I may have had 5 servings of veggies. total. Two of those were in the past week.
There is nothing to blame it on except myself.
However, I bought a lot of veggies, and much less crap, at the store this week so there's some hope.
How the hell do I find the motivation? Seriously, nothing helps. I look to myself, I look to others, the internet, I don't know what else to do. Nothing I tell myself and nothing others tell me does anything.
It will come to me. I will figure this out. I will beat this.
Yeah, I say it but as I type it, I know it is not true.